i just told me ex best friend whats on my mind, how i feel about her behaviour and what i think about the friendship we used to have, i f im gonna lose her im gonna lose fighting, isnt that what it is all about? fighting for what you truely want.
i still got a lil bit of hope left that maybe we will be friends again. but to be honest this hope is slowely vanishing into thin air. maybe i just pretend to have hope left because facing the truth would hurt too much, i dont know. i feel like crying right now. today sucked soo bad and i jsut dont know what to do anymore!
- today really sucked !!!