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Confusion and numbness...
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i need some advice....
i just got off the phone with my boyfriend, i wanted to break up with him but something kept me from doing it. i started crying like a baby because it breaks my heart knowing that i would hurt him by ending this. but i need to let him go. im a mess right now and not able to have a working relationship, additionally ,theres is no attraction anymore, from my side.

hes a good guy and i wish him all the best, he deserves someone who adores him as much as he adores me.hes a caring person but he is not the right one for me. i want butterflies in my belly everytime i see him or he kisses me but instead there is confusion and numbness.

he told me to think about everything and to calm down. he wants me to call later. i guess he thinks i will change my mind till then but no, i still feel the same way.

i think the only reason why i am still with hi is that he is keeping me from being tottaly lonely......

can some body help me ???? please

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