lately i have sleeping problems, it takes hours for me to fall asleep and so i finally close my eyes in the morning and wake up in the afternoon. the problem is that if i wake up soo late, i am simply not tired till 4 or 5 am. it is really stressing me out!!!
instead of being calm in this situation to be able to sleep, I am stressing myself so much that i get nausea. my mom is patient with me eventhough i keep her up almost every nite. shes worried , she wants me to relax but its really hard. i guess the sleeping problem is my body's response to my inner issues that ive been dening to cope with. i feel lonely and i could cry every second of the day and i dont know why.
anyways, i will watch a bit tv now to hopefully get tired, so wish me luck !!!
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